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Ask Away!   Mason   2012   Health   

They call me Eliera. I'm nineteen, taken, female, and a proud mother.
I live in Australia, in a city called Newcastle.

I am human, I breathe, I cry, I feel. I make mistakes!

Your judgement is not needed. Every person you meet should be handed a clean slate until they prove you wrong.

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Meet my boyfriend. He’s sleeping in this picture because he decided on this day to sleep most of it. His name is Justin, and he is pretty awesome. This boy is different to what I’m used to, he’s shy and slyly says cute things. I’m the opposite, I’m loud and say things that get me into trouble. I’m quiet content with getting to know him now, and I’m glad I met him. We’ve been on two partial dates to the movies now and on Monday night he is taking me out to dinner, he even made reservations and Monday is four days away. Hopefully only good comes from this relationship.

Meet my boyfriend. He’s sleeping in this picture because he decided on this day to sleep most of it. His name is Justin, and he is pretty awesome. This boy is different to what I’m used to, he’s shy and slyly says cute things. I’m the opposite, I’m loud and say things that get me into trouble. I’m quiet content with getting to know him now, and I’m glad I met him. We’ve been on two partial dates to the movies now and on Monday night he is taking me out to dinner, he even made reservations and Monday is four days away. Hopefully only good comes from this relationship.

— 2 years ago with 1 note
#boy  #boyfriend  #adore  #cute  #dinner  #dates  #movies  #love 
Help?

I know the difference between right and wrong, and yet I still manage to put myself in the wrong. I promised myself that I would not have sex with you again because;

  1. You have already reserved yourself for another girl, and I am pretty sure she loves you
  2. You just keep fucking with my head.

I don’t know why I do it, I know I crave the attention and I crave what you can give me but for fuck sake Eliera, calm down and take a fucking break! You are only doing yourself more harm but hurting others and yourself. I really thought I’d grown up, but thinking back to last night and all the other times. I really am still just a child. I need some new friends, some people I can lean on for anything. I really need something new in my life or someone I can reserve my heart for because I know that they will give me theirs. I want something real, something constant. But Newcastle is so not the place to be for that.

I need a new career, a new place to be and a new life. I just wish I wasn’t the person I have become. I think it’s time for a change, because I know I am the only person that can change me.

I think now is a time to cry for, help? 

— 2 years ago
#boy  #life  #change  #career  #person  #self  #attention  #crave  #sex  #right  #wrong  #help 
Some people clearly have better things to do!

Some people clearly have better things to do!

— 2 years ago
#boy  #sleeping  #naughty  #random 

Some days I have no idea what to fucking do with myself. Some days I think too much about whether or not I will ever be worth someone’s time. I know my son will always look up to me, and I know that to make him feel secure I have to get over all my issues. I also know that I should never lie to him like my own mother did. I can’t promise I will be perfect but I can promise that I will give it my best shot.
I’m sitting here staring at my son, and all I am doing is thinking about who I will be to him when he is my age- will he resent me like I do with my mother. Will I be a person he turns to for advice, will he bring home his girlfriend or boyfriend and know that I will love that person like my own? Will he know that no matter what life decisions he makes that I will be the one to back him up? I love you Mason, and I can’t wait to watch you grow. To me, you are perfect. I hope I impact your life and help you grow into a man.

— 2 years ago
#family  #life  #baby  #boy  #man  #future  #love  #mason  #child  #grown up 
She said “I don’t know if I have ever been really loved”

Story of my life. I have so many people that just walk in and out and I never have anything constant. I watched my mother walk away from me when I was 8, my father when I was 13, my best friend when I was 15 and the boy I loved when I was 17. Yeah yeah, I get the idea, I am only 18- I have my whole life to live. I don’t care. I want my moment now. I want to feel alive, feel like I have meaning. I want to have more kids, I want to come home to somebody, I want to teach myself to cook so that I can cook for you. I want to be that girl you look at and go “Damn, how did I ever meet you”. I used to be that girl. The one with the¬†uncontrollable smile that made you smile, the one who knew when you needed to just lay there in silence. You walked away from me, and here I am sitting and wondering- Where the fuck did I go wrong? Now here I am, by myself- smiling just so that people don’t ask if I am okay.

I miss you. I want something new. Someone that is not you. 

— 2 years ago
#love  #best friend  #dad  #mum  #family  #smile  #girl  #boy  #okay  #fuck  #cook  #kids 

Thanks...for nothing.

Boy:You are a good for nothing, one night stand, fuck and run.
Girl:Excuse me, what the fuck?!?
Boy:You heard me the first time, you are not worth my time nor anybody else's.
Girl:Thanks...for nothing.
— 2 years ago
#boy  #girl  #good for nothing  #one night stand  #fuck and run 
I love this boy more than anything in this universe!

I love this boy more than anything in this universe!

— 2 years ago
#Mason  #son  #baby  #boy  #universe 
Day 15 - What annoys you about the opposite sex?

The need to always pretend that they are perfect, or always needing to make everything dirty!! I still love the opposite sex, despite all their flaws- only because I bet they think the same about us!

— 2 years ago
#30 Day Challenge  #Day 15  #Boy